Milestones Recap

Anyone realise it is June already? And counting down 30 days - it will be half the year had gone by. I was just wondering had anyone actually achieved or completed their new year resolution? I remembered I am not a big fan of resolutions, and this year particularly I did set some milestones for the sake of having some mini accomplishment. To be honest, I kinda forgot them already.

Back in those days when I was in KL, every year is like a challenging year. From starting up a company, run it, earning back the capital investment, then letting it generate passive income, to owning a property, completing my masters degree and launching my career in a corporate world, this year is really like a set back for me. Some had asked me to take it a challenge to rest the mind, soul and body since the past 5 years had just flew by with all the work, stress and routine picked up to achieve my yearly milestones.

The past months, I admit I was really taking a breeze walk at the park. I self diagnosed it as recovery treatment for post syndrome in launcing one of Malaysia's most important landmark for tourism. But when the time flew by, and occasionally when I have time to sit and think - damn I been quite the lazy prick. If an assessment is done on my "milestone targets" (not that I formally set one!), I would probably score a voluntarily separation scheme.

Back to making 2013 a more productive learning year for myself, I set some personal goals which I absolutely think it is a piece of cake to achieve compared to the latter years. Just 5 things.

1. To bring my Japanese language communication skills to the next level. Status : Kinda in progress
2. To learn and master a new social dance. Status : Kinda all over the place with this progress
3. To save, live thrifty and diverse investment for future savings. Status : Kinda in progress
4. To really build my body and regain tone-fit healthy figure. Status : Seem to be in progress for years!
5. To be more environmental friendly and savvy. Status : Definitely. I think?!!?

So with vague and many kinda in progress status - I probably should shoot myself in the foot because if I ever look back 7 months later in december. I am sure most of the status is the same.

Here goes the pessimistic rocket launching to space!

Perhaps if I consider getting attached a milestone, I might had already achieve that?

Feeling Poetic

It's the 21st just passed seventeen,

My sweet tooth munching kept me awake,

While I am perked, lazing and keen,

A few hours more we will be celebrating.

Amazing reminisce counting months ahead,

State of self in  surprised and ever impressed,

Through times I vow we shall dictate,

The ups, the downs, the life, till the dead

Together we roar and balance in find,

Pray the day we both tie in kind,

Thou life juggles and so we have to brave,

Through thick and thin the road we shall pave.

It is the greatest gift in all I say,

For you I am rich in the poetic way,

Like the lyrics listen come what may,

Wish you were here through night and day.

 

Disoriented moment

I feel so disoriented today. I am not even sure if today existed. I am talking bout Tuesday the 14th May. Woke up feeling totally under the weather. With a heavy head I dragged myself to work, only to get stuck in a horrible jam. No reason, just slow traffic and stand still at a junction. Upon rushing to meet wawa, we had discussions on how to further improvise points for a proposal, which is not supposedly done by me - or rather by my company. But boss insist, slave have to oblige.

Then it was off to lunch, and crazily rushing over to a client place. We were late of course. The discussion went on and by the time we are done - it was an hour of traffic bumper to bumper. With the rainy weather, a tired mind and adrenaline to rush back to JB office to finish a presentation didn't quite help. The matter of fact that one has to drive 4 hours and to finish a presentation by 10pm immediately upon arrival at the office wasn't a spendid idea. But, one still has to do it

To throw in a consolation price, received some news while whisking my way back south. It was not a neutral call but one that was filled with voice of disappointment. I totally don the situation. There were questions popping. There weren't concrete answers. Then a silence brewed over. Is that all that can be done? I absolutely have no clue but only to present my supporting shoulder and ears. Sad none the less.

Upon arrival, there was the acceleration mode to complete the last task of the day. The task of completing a proposal in a quiet work environment. There was an eerie feeling that resonates with the bug outside the window. The aircond has stopped, only quiet buzzing sounds from the lighting transformer. Alone. Weird. I had a minute of silence just to ask myself, why the hardwork and commitment? Gotten no answer. Continued and send the update 10min before 10pm. An achievement. I congratulate myself and decided to hit the loo before departing home

The grand prize of course was to see my favorite Burberry belt buckle fall onto the ground, with no apparent reason. He decided to just break apart, detaching himself from the leather strap. So there you go, I am just uncannily disoriented. It felt like I was struck by a heavy bolt of bad omens. with a tired mind, and an almost unbreakable temper ... I barely made it home with a comfort heart. Am utterly amazed that I still can post. 

The fast passed week

After the whole week of mourning and sulking over the election results, many of us have passed the stage of chnging our black profile pictures back to normal, resuming life in this country where obvious cronies rule unethically. Enough politics for the week, life has resume its pace.

This week, is the a lot of things to do week. Monday started with a big bang in the head... A blue and blur one. Quickly time passed and within the few hours of getting time spent w SC after work wasn't quite enough, I feel so bad that I did not spend more time, quality time. But seeing him soundly resting next to me now was a relief. He has departed to dreamland, often the latter ...I believe this is the second time, the first was on 20th April last month @ MO. It felt good I must say. It felt comfortable and sinfully pleasant. 

I often wonder how it will feel like the next few days without the company. I have to say the past few days has been nothing but joy. Having someone to company you. Having someone to find comfort in you. Having someone for someone. Time was easier to fill and things tend to move faster, especially when it comes to shopping or grocery marketing ... Buying for each other and often checking with each other for decision making... Sweet I must say

Enough said, perhaps I should post next  week...just to check and update on status huh...

4 May - Eve of Msia general election

In less than a few hours, I believe many will be casting their votes in Malaysia. It is said to be one of the most important election for the country as many can see, for the first time - the ever powerful and unshaken government coalition is on their toes. You can see with the amount of advertisement, tax payer moneys' they have splurge in the objective to fish votes. Aside the last minute promises, there's nothing much I think the government can else do to convince it's people. If they have done their job in the perspective for the country and its' fellow respected citizen - I believe they only need to do less at the time of campaigning.

As I sit in my best friend's bedroom transferring movies to my laptop and casually catching up with him, I can't help but hope that there will be some great news tomorrow about the same time. Being a pessimistic drawn person, I still think the government coalition will win. Change always takes time. Having that said, I am still not comfortable with that idea

It will be my first time voting. So, I will like to cast my vote for a governance of just. A government that listens, tell, educate and care his people the right, clean, safe and transparent way. I will be fulfilling my rights as a citizen to decide fates of future generation in my conscious heart, empathic perspective and open mind with the final decision.

I will like to take this opportunity to also claim that I am not ignorant and shall not be, something that some of you may have remember me for "washing" my hands on politics - deciding to never vote. I am going to go against my word this time around ...

Wang Lee Hom - Da Cheng Xiao Ai

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
wu hei de fa wei pan cheng yi ge quan
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
chan rao suo you dui ni de juan lian
搁着半透明的脸
ge zhuo ban tou ming de lian
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
zui li shuo de yu yan wan quan mei you qi pian

屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
wu ding hui se wa pian an jing de hua mian
灯火是你美丽那张脸
deng huo shi ni mei li na zhang lian
终于找到所有流浪的终点
zhong yu zhao dao suo you liu lang de zhong dian
你的微笑就输了疲倦
ni de wei xiao jiu shu liao pi juan

千万不要说天长地久
qian wan bu yao shuo tian chang di jiu
免的你觉的我不切实际
mian de ni jue de wo bu qie shi ji
想多么简单就多么简单
xiang duo me jian dan jiu duo me jian dan
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
shi ma ma gao su wo de zhe li

脑袋都是你心里都是你
nao dai du shi ni xin li du shi ni
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li hao tian mi
念的都是你全部都是你
nian de du shi ni quan bu du shi ni
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li zhi wei ni qing xin


屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
wu ding hui se wa pian an jing de hua mian
灯火是你美丽那张脸
deng huo shi ni mei li na zhang lian
终于找到所有流浪的终点
zhong yu zhao dao suo you liu lang de zhong dian
你的微笑就输了疲倦
ni de wei xiao jiu shu liao pi juan

屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
wu ding hui se wa pian an jing de hua mian
灯火是你美丽那张脸
deng huo shi ni mei li na zhang lian
终于找到所有流浪的终点
zhong yu zhao dao suo you liu lang de zhong dian
让我大声的对你说... I’m Thinking Of You
rang wo da sheng de dui ni shuo... I m Thinking Of You

脑袋都是你心里都是你
nao dai du shi ni xin li du shi ni
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li hao tian mi
念的都是你全部都是你
nian de du shi ni quan bu du shi ni
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li zhi wei ni qing xin

那回城的票根你留做纪念
na hui cheng de piao gen ni liu zuo ji nian
不必害怕面对离别
bu bi hai pa mian dui li bie
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
jian diao yi si tou fa rang wo fang zai xiong qian
走到那里都有你陪
zou dao na li du you ni pei
相随
xiang sui
脑袋都是你心里都是你
nao dai du shi ni xin li du shi ni
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li hao tian mi
念的都是你全部都是你
nian de du shi ni quan bu du shi ni
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li zhi wei ni qing xin
OH~~念的都是你全部都是你
OH~~ nian de du shi ni quan bu du shi ni
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
la la la la la ~~~~~ la la la la la

那一种寸步不离的感觉
na yi zhong cun bu bu li de gan jue
我知道就叫 做 缘
wo zhi dao jiu jiao zuo yuan